BLAZERS!!!!!!!!!!! GO!!!!!!!!! FIGHT!!!!!! WIN!!!!!

Reviving in progresss muwahahahahah

2009-09-28T09:54:00.000-07:00

ok i think i need to revive this blog

it will be a short one

i miss my DEAR!!!! T.T

damm i think i will post up a photo maybe a few =)

taken when kite flying
she decided that she need a macho body lol

hmmm identity crisis lol =/ male = female while female = male =/

anyway i really am lucky to find her lor she is like so awesome =) her name is Wei Kee by the way and yes she has a dialect name, not that i care anyway she is in cheerleading too and she is my junior in HSS psych studies lol ahhahaa ok nvm the point is I LOVE HER =)

ok la this is a short post la and i gtg woohooo

P.S
Baby, i know its one day late liao but happy 3 months =D but its sux that you have to be "grounded" at home yesterday lor ZZZZZZZZZ but thx for all the things that you have done for me and i will continue to surprise you with lots of surprising stuff lol
(wat a redundant statement lol)

WHY so SERIOUS???

2009-03-07T16:06:00.000-08:00

Random title means random post =p.

kinda asked a question that i wanted to ask the team for a long time lol why so serious and scared we gotta enjoy the training first to fully memorize and learn the stuff if u give a F*** face then how are you gonna happily enjoy training and after that go back home make noise???

ironic eh

sigh lets try to enjoy this last few days of training before the freaking big day kk

why do i feel like i am a fucking idiot seriously god damm it fuck

2009-02-08T21:02:00.000-08:00

being random here is a short post and a joke, now i am at home rotting before sch at 2 and that i am finding pictures for my media presentation sux right roarss anyay here is a joke quite good i think =/

A construction worker on the third floor of a building needs a handsaw. He sees one of the laborers on the first floor and yells down to him, but the man indicates that he can't hear. So, the guy on the third floor tries to use signs. He points to his eye, meaning, "I", then at his knee, meaning, "need", then he moves his hand back and forth, meaning, "handsaw".

The man on the first floor nods, then drops his pants and begins to masturbate.

The man on the third floor freaks out and runs down to the first floor yelling, ''What the hell is wrong with you!?! Are you stupid or something? I was
saying that I needed a handsaw!''

The laborer looks at the carpenter and says, ''I knew that. I was just trying to tell you that I was coming.''

ok thats the joke now i am going to drown in my sea of never ending projects lol

CLEARING up the DUST :

2009-02-05T07:21:00.000-08:00

Lets start things off, i am so freaking fed up with DR Tay and his nonsensical nonsense ok so nonsense is obviously nonsensical but then its really just very nonsensical lor

if u wanna know ask me lol i think i will tell if i am over it lol

anyway tomorrow attended some career fair opening ceremony hope i can spot my potential future SIP employer cause it concerns my future lor lol

and i kinda hate leadership now cos the freaking test is like SATURDAY G ! D !I ! ZZZZZZ only like studied half

and i also kinda hate love LIN JIA for introducing retarded videos on youtube sia G! D ! I ! here are some of the few examples

any way besides that i guess i am going to slp now, goddamm my back tuck is like deproving shit =.=

I LOVE TAY SIEW LENG!!!!!!

2008-12-11T10:16:00.000-08:00

If you thought i was declaring my love for a girl, then i am sorry nice try but that is my Perception and Cognition lecturer who is FYI a guy.

YES LADIES AND GENTLEMEN THE NAME TAY SIEW LENG IS A FREAKING GUY'S NAME I MEAN HOW GAY CAN IT BE?? BUT HE IS MY LECTURER NOT MY ......... SO WHY DO I CARE???

anyway i am supposed to be doing his bloody percog journals so why in ......... name am i doing blogging at this ungodly hour of 2.30am instead of chionging and handing it up tmr?? it is because i am F***ING braindead!! YEAH CLAPS CLAPS DRUMROLL =.= sigh
Ok fine maybe i dint follow his deadline too and i still have my 5 bio psych quizes holy moly crappy idiotic cow dung =.=

anyway i kena this lame i dont know how to title it erm erm erm "game" argh how the freak to freaking describe la argh damm screw it anyway here goes =.=

The Rules And Regulations

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write on their blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

1) I am a "certified" survival instructor?? i have bad memories during the entire course which maybe i should blog about soon lol

2) I LOVE to COOK!!!!! maybe you dont know but i love cooking and i always try to cook with my dad all the time

3) I think that i am in love with snakes =.= as in eating snakes la heheheheheh ( they really do taste like chicken u know

4) I have been in a uniformed group for at least 10 years already hmmmz lets see pri 3 -6 was in the Boys' Brigade, from sec 1 - present (scouts ) hmmmz quite long huh lol

5) I used to train as a competitive swimmer though i stopped after a year or two lol guess i was not committed enough and afraid of the stress of a swimming meet that's why i like skip training here and there =.=

6) I was once a rebellious kid in pri sch who almost kena public canned and chased out of sch lol, brought aresol sprays and sprayed all over class , drank alcohol in sch, become 逃学威龙 lol u name it i think i have done it. ( note, to the pri sch kiddies who might be reading this, pls dont follow me...)

7) I used to dream that my future job will be a Military Historian but seriously influences in my life kinda suppress it so now i want to try to connect psychology to history and see whether it will click together lol.

8)I want to be able to see Venice before it sinks and the 7 ancient wonders of the world before the stupid actions by people destroy all of them rarr and i only saw one lor the Great Wall Of CHINA.

9)To get over _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s passing away, i wrote a mini book of about 40 - 50 double sided pages about him and in a stupid act of mine burned it away during the day of his cremation which i could not attend because of religious reasons ( it was my god damm birthday of all days you know why that day)

10) I dont have any close friends at all, i am afraid to make new friends, I......... sigh............ guess the passing of ........... really made me introverted and quiet all the time, the usual me is not the usual me get it i am argh dont wanna talk bout it.

Ok LETS BREAK OUT OF THE SAD MOOD
10 ppl to kena this quiz =.=
1)懒惰虫
2L J
3) KEN
4) Jasmine ( my flyer according to her lol )
5) Simin
6) Candy
7)Michelle ( V.C of Blazers)
8) Michelle Lee ( V.C OF HSS SC )
9)二毛
10)Charyl

OK HOPE THAT IS INTERESTING FOR YOU, NOW I AM GOING TO CHIONG SOME JOURNALS, NOT!!! I THINK I WILL BE GOING TO SLEEP FIRST WAHHAHA NIGHT =p

Tokyo Drift post?? ( fast and furious one =p)

2008-12-07T19:15:00.000-08:00

Anyway dont care about the lame title cause, this post is really a fast and furious one, shall update my blog=p

anyway Blazers got first in Stan Chart Spirit on the course =) though i am a lil sad that some stunts neva go up on the first one, and the timing was off on the second one, i still think that we did a good job especially with the pressure =.= but then good job, finally some bonding seen i think especially on the bus ride home =.= that was really something lol.

photos will be up soon and a longer one will be up after i finish the race against time with my perception and cognition and Research methods A studying till then =)

HOME ALONE ZZZ ROARS

2008-12-05T11:24:00.000-08:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, BOYS AND GIRLS (if there is any boys and girls looking at my blog la lol)

I AM OFFICIALLY HOME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS

NOT!!!

ITS BLOODY BORING CAN I MEAN TODAY IS LIKE A HALF DAY FOR ME IN SCH THEN CHIONG PROJECT GO HOME FIRST THING NOT A PERSON IN SIGHT =.= SO WHAT DO YOU DO, I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU WILL DO LA, BUT I HEADED DOWN TO MY SEC SCH TO HELP OUT FOR ANNUAL CAMP LOL ACTUALLY GO THERE SEE SHOW LA CAUSE CELEBRATION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HORNET GOT 4TH FOR National Patrol Camp 2008!!!!!
which means that they got a gold standard and that Hornet is getting back the fighting spirit heheheheheheheheheheheheheehhe
(STUPID CATS WHY GO AND WIN THE STUPID CHAMPION AGAIN ZZZ STUPID CATS LOL)

ANYWAY GUESS I WONT BE BLOGGING AGAIN TILL AFTER WED OR THURS BA AFTER MY EXAMS OVER THEN SAY HEHEHEH THEN OVER THIS WEEKEND SLEEPOVER IN SCH

PREP FOR STAN CHART SINGAPORE MARATHON LA FULL DAY TRAINING THEN LATER SLEEP THEN HEARD ABOUT 5 LIKE THAT BOARD BUS.

BUT I DONT CARE CAUSE ITS WITH BLAZERS!!!!! =) JIAYOU LEH mus FINISH THE ROUTINE BY TMR WE ARE HALFWAY THERE NOT QUITE THERE YET BUT ALMOST THERE LIAO SO JIAYOU!!!!

THIS IS RANDOM, I NEED TO SHOWER MY GOLDEN RETRIEVER TMR lol

Wildcards stunts fest and my thoughts

2008-12-02T10:17:00.000-08:00

WILDCARDS FIRST EVER STUNT FEST WAS SO MUCH FUN SIA. I LEARNT SO MUCH STUFF AND ATTEMPTED STUFF I DONT DARE DO ON MY OWN =p WELL I GUESS ANALYZING HOW PEOPLE DO STUNTS IS ONE OF THE FEW FANTASTIC WAYS TO LEARN STUFF INSTEAD OF BY TRIAL AND ERROR.=)

Anyway i decided to review what i learnt at Wildcards first ever stunts fest lol.

1. i finally mastered the secrets and techniques on how to do a good straight toss ( supposed to be mastered like 2 months ago wait or was it 4 months but whatever can master can liao =p)

2. I learnt walk up to hands hehehehe and its easier than i thought lol...........

3. i finally did an extension???? actually Andra the superman helped me alot =.= sigh gotta train more get the muscles out
Just a little sidetrack==> KELWIN WHEN IS IT YOUR TURN SIA!!! WE STARTED LEARNING TOSS TO HAND AROUND THE SAME TIME LEH LOL AND YOUR LEG INJURED IS NOT AN EXCUSE SIA LOL

4. i got the gist of landing a backtuck nicely though i seriously freaked out when doing the tucks =.= i think its because i scared fall down zZZZzzz BUT THEN THANK YOU MRS KEONG (correct spelling or not ah??? lol) even though you may not see this but thank you for patiently teaching me backtuck =)

5. i learnt the correct method for backspotting a B-toss O.0 though its supposed to be like an "easy" job, i guess i will have to learn more on how to cushion better(ARGH!!!) MELVIN faster!! we got to learn how to cushion people better T.T

Something IMBA that i saw there lol though almost everyone was IMBA =.=

( WHEN IS IT MY TURN!!!!!!????!!!)

I am actually prepared to endure any hardships, suffer any physical torture, mental stress and emotional harm just to accomplish this feat one day but i cannot just train by myself the team needs to progress together sia if not i fly who?? my shoe ah?? or a life-size paper cut out of a flyer??????LOL

A SUPER LONG SIDE TRACK LOL PREPARE FOR MY IMBA SUPER LONG PISSED OFF WRITER MODE ATTACK LOL

A MINI DISCLAIMER NOTICE BEFORE YOU CARRY ON READING,
I AM JUST VOICING OUT THE THOUGHTS THAT I HAVE IN MY MIND AND KEPT IT WITHIN ME AFTER THE 5+MONTHS IN BLAZERS. AFTER REVIEWING ALL THE DRAFTS THAT I HAVE ON MY BLOG AND NEVER POSTED. I DECIDED TO LET IT ALL OUT AT ONCE BECAUSE ITS HARD TO KEEP IT INSIDE OF ME ANYMORE!!!!

LETS MAKE THIS CLEAR, I AM NOT SIDING ANYONE NEITHER AM I MAKING ANY PERSONAL ATTACKS NOR MAKE MYSELF THE DE-FACTO ALMIGHTY PERSON IN THE TEAM, I AM JUST STATING THE FACTS THAT I SEE AND MY OWN PERSONAL THOUGHTS AND FEELS. IF YOU AFTER CONTINUE READING AND HAVE A BURNING DESIRE TO EITHER BREAK MY HANDS, CHOP MY HEAD, MUTILATE MY BODY OR CONDEMN/OSTRACIZE ME I SUGGEST THAT YOU TAKE MY ADVICE AND JUST IMMEDIATELY SCROLL ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE BEAUTIFUL BOLD BLACK WORDS WHICH READS

THE ENDING

AND CARRY ON READING FROM THERE OR IMMEDIATELY CLOSE YOUR BROWSER/GO TO ANOTHER WEBPAGE

ARE YOU READY?????

HERE IT GOES!!!!!

Well if i could say this out loud i believe this is what i would say to the team in a straight concise to the point no nonsense manner.( but i guess my balls too small to say it straight la lol )

" We are wasting our F***ing precious time "fighting" over the problems of the cliques, the teaching methods, the "biasness" against people blah blah blah. But what is the root of the problem?? Its all about us, the people in team on how we perceive the way things are done, what our seniors/juniors do or say, the culture of the team etc etc etc

If you ask me what i think about the seniors? i think they have done a bloody good job in teaching us the juniors from scratch, instead of leaving us in the lurch and start to progress and accomplish feats like the above by themselves and leaving us behind.

If you ask me about the juniors, i believe we also done a bloody good job in staying in Blazers for so long, some wonderful people like Wei Hoe and Su Hui will religiously come down for trainings even though we are still adjusting to the new lifestyle of poly. Good job to the rest who also come down for trainings almost everytime like me. However we must change the mindset of those people who normally skip training without a really valid reason.

Next question that i will ask and answer by myself is Why are they actually sacrificing their own "senior training time" to whip us into shape, drive us to work harder, in short care so much about us?? It is because they have long ago realize that a good team is one that progress together never leaving one of their own behind. Our seniors have experienced the feeling of being left behind by their own seniors and it seriously left a deep impact on them. I believed that is what drives them to not let that happen to us. so we juniors must work hard eh.

Well about the part of cliques, well generally cliques are ok, There are teams where cliques are evident but then they bond as a team more than teams that dont have cliques why?? Obviously there will be some people that you can just talk to very easily and some that you dont, but bo bian you need to at least mingle around with everyone seriously. get outta your comfort zone dont just stick to your group. scary people on the mats are not as scary as they seem off the mats, seriously. If you always stick to your own group this is what will happen---> some people avoid certain members of the team When people ask the entire team to go out or eat together only the clique that the person asking will follow.

Now this is really a unique phenomenon that i see and really wonder about, it is about why people pre plan events or outings with others when they jolly well know that they have a Blazers training/event/outing on that day?? i guess it all boils down to the individual commitment, love to the team and the sport itself. I myself am willing to sacrifice a lot of things just to come for Blazers trainings, outings or events. Want me to name a few?? Sleep, Money, relationship with my own outside friends and course-mates, soon i think it will be the quality family time that i always spend with my family. How committed are you towards the team??

Seriously this is what i think, to put it bluntly: YOU CANT HAVE THE FKING BEST OF BOTH WORLDS, ITS EITHER ONE OF IT. i chose mine and i am proud to say it is Blazers, you can ask my course mates, fellow studies club members, I am cheerleading crazy, i practice my jumps and roundoffs in the interaction room of my school building and the library. I analyze youtube videos of Cheer teams during my lectures (P.S my lectures boring la but thats not the point, the point is that i analyze cheer vids then other vids lol). Even my parents are asking me to quit cheerleading, why?? the little minor painful injuries i suffer, the time i get home and sleep, the money that i spend on gym equipment for home use most importanly the time i spend with them are getting lesser and lesser. However this is something for you to choose not me, BUT...... i believe those who are still in the team now, MOSTLY have made all of these sacrifices already, ONE TO THE EXTENT OF DIETING AND ON THE VERGE OF BEING CLASSIFIED ANEROXIC JUST TO BE A FLYER OK=.= (I STUDIED F&N FOR 2 YEARS IN SEC SCH AND I FINALLY SEE ONE REAL LIFE CASE OF AN ANEROXIC PERSON LOL!!!)

Lastly the part on change. well the seniors have change change change change change change and changed the way they do things many times but then......... maybe we dint change enough in time to follow the seniors changes and show appreciation to the changes that they made. But firstly, lets start by changing our mindset of the scoldings that the seniors give during training, its GODDAMM, MoFKing childish to resent the scoldings the seniors give OK!!! Please grow up, they scold for a reason, if you resent the scolding and give a stupid "i don't wanna learn from you" attitude, seriously.... YOU might as well quit the team=.= cause you will never want to care about the good advice given to help improve your techniques thus slowing the learning of your partner/stunt group mates down. Seniors who are by any chance reading this post, please give us the juniors more time to change as i guess attitude adjustments cant be made overnight or settled in a week or two.

To end this "essay" i would say:

YES PEOPLE, IT TAKES TIME TO CHANGE BUT LETS DO THIS TOGETHER OK =) SENIORS AND JUNIORS DON'T GIVE UP, CAUSE WE ALL SACRIFICED TOO MUCH ALREADY MIGHT AS WELL MAKE OUR SACRIFICES WORTH AND BRING BLAZERS TO NEW HEIGHTS!!!!! WOOHOO=)

I SERIOUSLY WONDER AND HOPE WHETHER THE TEAM WILL BE LIKE THIS AGAIN

OR JUST BECOME LIKE THIS

I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO SEE BLAZERS TO SUDDENLY BECOME LIKE THAT, IT WILL BE TOO SCARY IF THAT HAPPENS AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO=/

ANYWAY GOOD JOB FOR SURVIVING THIS FAR CAUSE ITS THE END!!!!! YEAH SCROLL DOWN A LITTLE BIT MORE FOR THE ENDING =)

THE ENDING!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!!! The Ending of my short/super long post
(depending on where you read la lol)

ANYWAY.........

LETS ALL WORK HARD TO ACHIEVE THE IMBA FEAT ON THE PHOTO NO MATTER WHO IS READING THIS POST EVEN NON CHEERLEADERS CAN USE THIS AS A EXAMPLE OF WHAT HARDWORK AND EFFORT CAN ACCOMPLISH=)

WELL, let me end with a quote from Larry though i paraphrased it a little and omitted a few words =p.

"Even though you learn things slower than others, once you get it, you will never lose it"

THE WEEKEND =.=

2008-11-16T18:01:00.000-08:00

In the LT now blogging before physiological Psych start i know sounds lame right =.=

anyhow jus wanna talk about the stuff that happened during the weekend

i went back to HI during the weekend to "help out" for the NPC training camp though we practically did nothing lmao( so much for helping ppl)

well after seeing the team that they are sending this year, i actually think that we might actually get back the gold status that we enjoyed and lost because of our year T.T damm its not because we cant do it. its because we dint have as much training like this year batch. anyway our commando squad looks errr quite good with the exceptional oddball lol.

anyway the design looks exactly the same like our previous design lol with the recent gateway as the gateway la duh lol . anyway i will try to source out images to help curb any burning desires that one might want to sastisfy their burning curiosity.

anyway i think i will say until here first gotta"listen' to lecture =.= (DOTA FTW lol)

RANTS

2008-11-14T09:23:00.000-08:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN

i am back temporarily because i need a place to complain complain and complain where else can i complain and no one will KAO PEI KAO BU sia =.=

anyhow this is my first RANT

1. what on earth is wrong with the damm OLE BB i fking had it sia everytime do quiz right bloody system love to change at least 1 question by itself sia in the end make me look like a noob shit =.=

2. LADIES AND GENTLEMEN PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS check ur bloody PHONE to see that U HAVE THE BLOODY RIGHT RECIPENT FOR UR FKING SMS i do not have the time to send u a sms back and tell u that u have sent to the wrong person seriously i have a individual project proposal that has to be settled by next week and my group members are not settled on the topic to do!! ARGH

anyway no time to complain anymore i gotta fo my journal refelctions for perception and cognition. movie review for leadership and my APIP journal

2008-10-06T01:33:00.000-07:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Humanitarian	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Family drive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Honor	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Thriftiness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%

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personality test by similarminds.com

Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.

trait snapshot:
messy, tough, disorganized, fearless, not rule conscious, likes the unknown, rarely worries, rash, attracted to the counter culture, rarely irritated, positive, resilient, abstract, not a perfectionist, risk taker, strange, weird, self reliant, leisurely, dangerous, anti-authority, trusting, optimistic, positive, thrill seeker, likes bizarre things, sarcastic

oh my my new post *faints*
lol decided to let my blog live a little more longer besides i really wonder bout my personality 0.o lmao

Aims

2008-08-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

yo peeps
i know this blog is somewhat almost dead cos i am lazy to update
recently pulled 2 all nighters to do my dumb essay =.=
anyway here are some of my rants
i need to work on my physical fitness.( more rice sack carrying squats and pushups )
i need to swim( get my stupid lung capacity back)
work on my techniques ( rarr stupid back of mine and hands =p )
and lazy my dam flexibility ( if i eva have one =.=)

rarr now i shall let my blog rot again +_+

Trailer to my Epic Adventure to Pengareng

2008-08-10T10:16:00.001-07:00

Imagine this, you are trying to relax from all the hoohaa and bulls*** in life by going on a short getaway to pengerang with 5 mates, 4 from your NYAA interest group, while the other is an aquaintance of the president of your interest group.

At the jetty before going to pengerang, you found out that one of the female companion starts to act weird by having a mild OCD( obessive complusive disorder) on cleanliness, neva mind. She thinks that if you turn your head to her direction, you must be staring or checking her out. Never mind, she always does things her way, not informing you about her decisions, NEVER MIND.

SHE IS TOTALLY NOT AWARE OF THE SITUATIONS AROUND HER, SHE IS NOT STREET SMART, SHE IS NOT MONEY WISE, SHE IS ALWAYS TAKING HER OWN BLODDY SWEET TIME TO DO STUFF .

THE WORSE THING IS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE TOTALLY HAS NO SHAME, NO PRIDE, NO RESPECT, VALUES AND TABLEMANNERS!!!

YOU ALL MAY THINK I MUST BE EXXAGERATING BUT NO................................ YOU CAN ASK AROUND THOSE WHO WENT TO THIS TRIP AND THEY WILL TELL YOU 1 THING. THE FEMALE LEAD IS A BLODDY TERROR SIA

STAY TUNED FOR THE SECOND PART AND MORE PHOTOS WILL BE ADDED IF I CAN GET IT FROM LIXI,SUAN YANG AND DICKSON=)

AMAZING ME=.=

2008-08-07T10:32:00.000-07:00

DAMM i am weak lol
however i am suprised at myself for 2 things today, first i managed to single base Geok Ghee with no big prob but i have a problem with basing Candy?? However the theory was that candy was supposedly the better flyer sia lol but never mind the point is, i have to start learning how to cushion pop downs and be able to base all flyers=) work hard Bryan

2nd point: i noticed i became very*100 weak sia, last time can carry 15 kg weights and have no kick now? lift 10kg also have prob sia =.= gotta start with what 5??? f**k sia i believe i can do better than that lor argh gotta pump at home liao grrrrrrrrrrr

MONDAY. IS THE DEADLINE FOR ME AND GEOK GHEE TO HAVE A PIC OF ME SINGLE BASE HER WAHAHAH LAME =.=

HAHA

2008-08-04T10:06:00.000-07:00

well to the people who are wondering why my blog url is so weird i shall answer the question
why it is life is like a straw?
well it is because what a straw does all day long is suck and life sux therefore life is like a straw!!=)
anyhow this is a random quote from me my own one:
"If you think you can, You confirm can, but if you think you cant...... I ALSO BO BIAN=)"

A LIL SAMPLE OF MY SDL ( ALL DONE BY MYSELF) REST OF THE QUESTIONS ARE GEROGINA'S QUESTIONS =p

2008-08-03T01:57:00.001-07:00

Title of Journal article: TRANSMISSION OF AGGRESSION THROUGH IMITATION OF AGGRESSIVE MODELS
Author(s) : Albert Bandura, Dorothea Ross, and Sheila A. Ross
Journal published in :Journal of Abnormal and Social Psychology, 63, 575-582
Year of publication: 1961
Retrieved on: 2008-7-30

Overview

State theorectical concepts in study.

The theoretical concepts were whether the observations of aggressive models instills aggressive and violent behavior in subjects and observation of passive(non-aggressive) models will lead to inhibition of aggressive behavior.
Brief discription of theoretical concepts

The concepts of the study was whether a subject after being exposed to behaviors portrayed by models or film characters will imitate the behavior of the model even with the absence of the model or film character.
Reasons why authors decided to study the concepts

Previous studies and experiments by Blake (1958) and others (Grosser, Polansky, & Lippitt, 1951; Rosenblith, 1959; Schachter & Hall, 1952) have shown that observations of a model has an influencing and controling effect on subjects during various social settings. An earlier experiment by Bandura himself & Huston, in 1961 demonstrated that children readily imitated behavior exhibited by an adult model in the presence of the model, which is why Bandura wanted to see if children will also imitate the behavior of an adult model even with the absence of the model.
What were the hypotheses presented in the study

Bandura and Ross made 4 hypotheses and they were:
1. "...subjects exposed to aggressive models will reproduce aggressive acts resembling those of the models..."
2. "...the observation of non-aggressive models will have a inhibiting effect on the subject's subsequent behaviour..."
3. "...subjects will imitate the behaviour of a same-sex model to a greater degree than a model of the opposite sex..."
4. "...boys will be more predisposed than girls towards imitating aggression..."

Description of the Experiment

Description, background and number of participants

The subjects were 36 boys and 36 girls enrolled in the Stanford University Nursery' School. They ranged in age from 37 to 69 months, with a mean age of 52 months.
The helper of the experimenters consists of two randomly selected adults, a male and a female, playing the role of the aggressive/passive models , and one female experimenter conducting the study for all 72 children.
Brief discription of experimental procedure

The children were divided into 3 different groups namely the control group, the group exposed to the aggressive model, and the group exposed to the passive(non-aggressive) model. The children who were to be exposed to the adult models were further sub divided by their gender, and by the gender of the model they were exposed to. A summary of these groups is as follows.

Twelve experimental groups (each with 6 subjects)

Control group - 24 subjects (4 groups)

Aggressive model condition - 24 subjects (4 groups)

Non-aggressive model condition - 24 subjects (4 groups)

But all children were tested individually in the form of 3 stages,

In stage one of the experiment children were brought to the experimental room by the experimenter, and the model, who was in the hallway outside the room, was invited to come in and join in the game. The room was set out for play and the activities were chosen because they had been noted to have high interest for nursery school children. One corner was arranged as the child's play area, where there was a small table and chair, potato prints and picture stickers. After settling the child in its corner the adult model was escorted to the opposite corner of the room where there was a small table, chair, tinker-toy set, a mallet and a five foot inflatable Bobo doll. After the model was seated the experimenter left the experimental room.

In the passive condition, the model ignored Bobo and assembled the tinker-toys in a quiet, gentle manner.

In the aggressive condition the model began by assembling the tinker-toys, but after one minute turned to Bobo and was aggressive to the doll in a very stylised and distinctive wayAn example of physical aggression was "raised the Bobo doll and pommeled it on the head with a mallet",An example of verbal aggression was, "Pow!" and "Sock him in the nose". After ten minutes the experimenter entered and took the child to a new room which the child was told was another games room.

In stage two the child was subjected to 'a ploy to agitate and anger them'. The child was taken to a room with relatively attractive toys. As soon as the child started to play with the toys the experimenter told the child that these were the experimenter's very best toys and she had decided to reserve them for the other children.

Then the child was taken to the next room for stage three of the study where the child was told it could play with any of the toys in there. The experimenter stayed in the room "otherwise a number of children would either refuse to stay alone, or would leave before termination of the session".
In this room there was a variety of both non-aggressive and aggressive toys.
The passive(non-aggressive) toys included a tea set, crayons, three bears and plastic farm animals.
The aggressive toys included a mallet and peg board, dart guns, and a 3 foot Bobo doll.
The child was kept in this room for 20 minutes during which time their behaviour was observed by judges through a one-way mirror. Observations were made at 5-second intervals therefore giving 240 response units for each child.

Response measures:

Three measures of imitation were obtained. The observers looked for responses from the child that were very similar to the display by the adult model. These were:
1. Imitation of physical aggression (for example, punching the doll in the nose)
2. Imitative verbal aggression (for example, repeating the phrases "Pow!" or "Sock him in the nose".
3. Imitative non-aggressive verbal responses (for example child repeats “He keeps coming back for more”)
They also looked at two types of behaviours that were not complete imitations of the adult model:
1. Mallet aggression (for example, child strikes toy with mallet rather than Bobo.)
2. Sits on Bobo (for example, child sits on Bobo but is not aggressive towards it)
They also recorded three aggressive behaviours that were not imitations of the adult model. These were all aggressive behaviours which were not carried out by the model.
1. Punches Bobo
2. Non-imitative physical and verbal aggression
3. Aggressive gun play
The results enabled the researchers to consider
(a) Which children imitate the models,
(b) Which models the children imitate
(c) Whether the children showed a general increase in aggressive behaviour or a specific imitation of the adult behaviours.
Definition of independent variable and an example of an independent variable in the study

Definition:A manipulated variable in an experiment or study whose presence or degree determines the change in the dependent variable

Examples shown in study:The condition the children were exposed to, the gender of the role model and the gender of the child.
Definition of dependent variable and an example of an dependent variable in the study

Definition:The observed variable in an experiment or study whose changes are determined by the presence or degree of one or more independent variables.

Examples shown in study: Model that child imitates, the level of aggressive behavior imitated
Problems encountered by the experimenters in the study.

There was a major problem, due to the small size of each group, the results of the study could be distorted if one group contained say three children who are normally quite aggressive like for example if a group of 6 boys after witnessing an aggressive display by the male model becomes the most violent and aggressive group, it could be because the boys were already aggressive and violent by nature.

Bandura and Ross decided to reduce this problem by pre-testing the child for aggressiveness. They did this by asking the models to observe the children in the nursery and judge their aggressive behaviour on four 5-point rating scales.they rated them on 4 scales physical aggression, verbal aggression, aggression towards inanimate objects and aggressive inhibition. The score for each child was the total marks of all 4 scales.

And to test the inter-rater reliability of the observers, 51 of the children were rated by two observers independently and their ratings compared. These ratings showed a very high reliability correlation (r = 0.89), which suggested that the observers had good agreement about the behaviour of the children.Thus with the results the researchers were able to group children with the same level of aggressiveness together.

Results and conclusion

What were the results of the study?
- The children in the aggressive model condition made more aggressive responses than the children in the non-aggressive model condition
- Boys made more aggressive responses than girls;
- The boys in the aggressive model conditions showed more aggressive responses if the model was male than if the model was female;
- The girls in the aggressive model conditions also showed more physical aggressive responses if the model was male but more verbal aggressive responses if the model was female; Concluded by counting how often the girls punched the bobo doll, the effect of gender roles were reverse, in which the girls were more violent than boys
Did the results supported the authors' hypotheses?

All the result findings supported the authors hypotheses except for the last one on which says that "...boys will be more predisposed than girls towards imitating aggression...". The hypotheses was proven to a certain extent as results show that girls became more aggressive if their model was a male and even became more aggressive then the boys.
Conclusions that the authors made based on their findings
Any further recommendations that the author made if any

Reflection- Applications

Choose 2 present day scenarios: describe how the results are supported in the scenario you have chosen
Choose one present scenario: describe how the results are not supported and refuted in the scenario

new blog skin

2008-08-01T22:45:00.000-07:00

Yeah i love PATAPON

anyway i am still trying to figure out how to customize my blog skin so i will leave it undone for the time being =p

out for lunch now anyway =)

THE ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES ZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2008-07-30T09:13:00.000-07:00

Recent events make me really wonder am i to really keep on stretching myself so thin that i really have no time to catch a breather?

well to my venture chairman and all fellow ventures yes i know its my fault i missed the camporee but no i dint missed it on purpose cause even if i go i guess i wont be doing anything except hogging a damm powerplug and cursing and swearing at the damm internet access at Sarimbun, hopefully i did the right and wrong thing 3 cheers for me completing all 3 project drafts i need to hand in. 3 fuck you that i have to scold myself for missing an event that could be considered one of the biggest events of my scouting life =/ well what to do i prioritise my studies a lil more than all even if it means burning of my weekends and screwing up my biological clock for slp.

so in short here is the summary-----> if i really become one of the dinosaurs then its a decision that i have been "forced" to make and not because i aint commited to Hornet. 4 years of commitment/brotherhood/friendship( if any) is not a small thing

its also same for fellow Blazers, yeah i know i also skip training but then some times things are outta one's control. exams/tests shld be studied b4 hand yeah thankfully i do that, projects shld be done in the time line which is hard to follow because of personal reasons, but yeah if 1 day i really have to leave the team, its beacuse i really cannot take the stress already tolled on me .

for the members of the SC who are reading this, i know i am really streched to the max but hey i belive i can survive this half a year more. But then of which i am really starting to wonder why did i even join the SC in the first place. its weird u know, i dont know how to explain the feeling but what gives me the drive to be inside of the club? nothing!! which is weird cause i dont have something to motivate me sigh. speaking of which anyone wanna help me move the cupboard tmr?? =)

NYAA interest group!! well i am looking forward to the joining u guys on our pengarang retreat on national day well just looking forward to it.

and yes the NYAA katong school project, speaking of which i could only find half of my equipment list =.= rain chomped off half of the paper leaving only the first few items -.- sigh looksl ike i gotta be thick skinned and ask again for the list sigh.

SO ONCE AGAIN LADIES AND GENTLEMEN
I AM OFFICIALLY SCREWED WITH ENDLESS POSIBILITIES ON WHAT I CAN DO AND WHAT I WANNA DO SO FUCK IT.

DAY BY DAY I AM ALWAYS PLAGUED WITH ALL THE HOOH HAA OF THIS THING OR THAT THING, THE LOOSE ENDS THAT NEED TO BE SETTLED AND ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW IN CSA #$@&#^$&@^(#$&*

2008-07-22T19:08:00.000-07:00

i am in CSA now damm bored so i decided to post the blazer's juniors first performance videos online lmao

THIS IS THE FIRST VERSION LOLOLOLOLOLOL

THIS IS THE SECOND VERSION SIA LMAO LMAO LMAO

anyhow sorry for posting up the videos late zzzzz the projects are taking a toll on me sia zzzz lmao will post up more stuff if the *#)(%^)*&$ TIME permit lmao

P.S ( i am presenting my grps dreamweaver project now anyway F*** adobe sia wtheck)

2008-07-19T10:29:00.000-07:00

lazy to update blog now so here is a short post , today is first junior performance

-> at Tampines Stadium.

raining damm heavily today larh so freaking scared the weather will f*** up teh performance but thankfully yeah it dint weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee=)

well ok we were performing under the rrain literally but it was a small drizzle and if u think that is bad well here is the punchline

"5 loyang pri sch kids were performing their skipping performance in a heavy downpour and they really were good though i almost like erm "cry" well actually i felt sad and a lil ashamed though =/"

anyhow good job BLAZERS
ALL THE WAY

p.s(note to self i mus work on flexibility and do more straddle and toe touches =) )

ROARS !!!!!!!!!!! BRYAN is damm tired !!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

zzzzzzzz so long neva update the blog is for a reason de lol wanted to post on wed 1 but then i am so packed that i even forgot to complete the blog post and so i have decided to at least revive my blog instead of letting it smell(rot u know lmao)

ARGH lol i have so many activities that i dont even have enough slp ROARR!!!

hmmmz ok lets go through the events that happened the past few days in chronological order lol

Friday = MOST RANDOM DAY EVA

u know today i actually dint have sch sia but then because i have to go to Katong school to acsess the children for sports day, i woke up at 2.30 pm, changed in to some weird attire( bball pants, white t shirt and slippers) and joined the kids in for their P.E lessons lol

Note: the children in Katong school are children with special needs and are not retards or along those lines =)

Mr Teo(advisor for this project) was like taking photos of us and the kids for entire 30 mins of the pe lesson, i believe he has at least 30-40 of it

after that i went back to TP and reached there at 6.20pm thinking that"since i am in school might as well go and find the Blazers and gym together. However it was announced that it was a flyer's training lol but crashing it should be ok=p" so i happily walked to the TP GYM or"sweat shop" as it is named and was amazed jus to see 4 ppl training inside namely KEN MICHELLE CHERYL and FIONA 0.o well got 2 spectators who left at about 6.50pm and they are GEOK GHEE and CHARYL

OH yeah i jus noticed

I AM F*&#king WEAK zomg i can't lift a 30 kg bar bell which means 15kg on each side zzzz and i used to do it =/sigh got to pump more at home and work out more in the gym and do some cardio workouts if not i will drop dead in the future conditioning to come LOL

Thursday = FUN, TIRING, RETARDED LOLS

Reasons:
HSS related

1. Running around TP finding and fetching things is totally not fun

( from engine sch run to HSS,IIT,AS sch and back 2 times)=/

2. having to lug back a mini amplifier with MIC =/ quite small but heavy sia &#(@#)_($@

3. having to set up the av equipment and everything to get ready for the AGM=/

4. bringing an entire suit and not even changing to it 0.0

5. neva got chased out of stats tutorial though i was like arrowed to ans questions all the time and i dont even know what to say lmao

Cheer related

5. I finally remembering all of the steps of the dance and the cheer though the stunts have to improve zzzzzzzz

6. found out online tat someone is leaving the team lol but then am i to feel happy?? lol DEFINETLY WHY?? ask me ask me ask me lol

thats the point form version cos if i rant everything out it will be a thousand word essay sia lmao

so i will leave you with this

Wednesday= boring

had CSA lab session in the morning at 9, i went to my usual com and was suprised WHY?? because some kind soul installed WC3 Frozen Throne into the Com together with CS1.6 that can play online with all the noobshits around jus kidding i am a noobshit myself =)

so after that we had APEL and the topic was EMOTIONS if i can remember correctly anyway it was taught by Eunice (my care person tutor and lecturer 3 in 1) so being the lecturer on emotions and motivation she went on to teach us about the bla bla bla on apel 1.4 boring.

after that was break till 4 and we had the damm stats lecture =/ boring shall not comment on it

and after stats lecture, i went to the SAR over at the 3rd floor of the SAA building to have the 3rd meeting of the NYAA interest group and so we worked out the year plan and unofficially decided that the main comm will have a teambonding retreat to pengarang (or however u spell it) in Malaysia during the national day weekend =/ any other NYAA expeditions will be publicised at a later date as it is not confirmed yet. dont worry HSS you will be one of the first batch of people to know the dates of the expeditions planned

WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY LOL

2008-07-03T09:34:00.000-07:00

SORRY FOR THE F**KED UP OUT OF SYNC AUDIO =/DONT KNOW WHY THE THING SO SHITTY MAN AND BLAZERS THE STORY I MADE OUTTA MY NECK BEING PAIN BECAUSE OF TRAINING IS CRAP LA JUST A RANDOM STORY LINE YO =P

YEAH today finish my magic presentation for foundation psych A =/

it means that i just officialy completed my 1st subject *claps* =.=

hoped i dint screw up the presentation haha

damm it sia Eunice was like damm fierce in a scary way ( MY Tutor for foundation psych and my CP) after every presentation she held a Q&A session and my question was about how does unescessary constraints plays a role in our daily life??

well in layman terms unescessary constraints are the limitations that u place upon yourself when you try to solve a problem even though there is none specified.

so being the retarded me i decided to play retarded with her HAHAH so it went like this

Eunice: Bryan you were talking about unescessary constraints right?

ME : Yeah.....

Eunice: So tell me how does unescessary constraints plays a role in our daily life??

ME : Well ok......... it plays a role as it can be found in lame cold joke riddles. OK let me give u
an example: What flower is hot on a cold day, and cold on a hot day??

ENTIRE CLASS: ................................................. cold flower?? warm flower?? .........................

Bryan : OK in order not to waste time, i will give you all the answer its actually soya beancurd
you know like 豆花 where 花 is the name for flower in chinese??

THEN there was an erriee silence and this is the time to play the crickets sound
cheep cheep cheep cheep cheep cheep

ENTIRE CLASS: WTF??!!! ............ THATS F**KING LAME LA =.=

Eunice : ok thanks Bryan for your answer lets give the group a round of applause.....

and so that was the first part of my day

second part was stats

it so damm remind me of secondary school la like when we never do homework will get chazed outta class lol and that was what happened to 3/4 of my class cos we all neva did stats homework lol thats about erm 14 ppl???=)

after that i went to the library to sleep at level 4. curled myself at one of those maroon sofas and was sleeping so fine until my mum called =/

and so being sleepy i answered her call and i stupidly pressed the damm loudspeaker button and like the entire level 4 was like looking at me cause my mum was still speaking and i fumbled to put it back into handset mode lol. and they heard about my dad cooking beef noodle soup and asking me if i am going back for dinner. UNGLAM moments happen sigh

after that was part 3 of my day

cheerleading was fun / tiring / emo for me sigh

i love the dance i want to do a perfect dance but i just cant bloody well get my last 8 steps right well actually its the last 4 steps zzzzzzzzzz jus that 4 steps so hard meh??? is it becasue no coordination?? or is it i think too much till i kalikabo?? sigh i dont know i decided to robot the last 4 steps till i get it correct. left 4 more trainings lo gotta practice and practice and practice until i can do it on the spot anytime anywhere any attire haha

well here is the joke of the day before i go and play web cam with ppl lol

A woman three months pregnant falls into a deep coma after being knocked down by a lorry.Six months later, she awakes and asks the nearest doctor about the fate of her baby.

"You had twins, a boy and a girl, and they are both fine," says the doctor. "Luckily, your brother named them for you."

"Oh shit, not by brother! He's an idiot! What did he call the girl?"

"Denise," the doctor replies.

Thinking that isn't so bad, she asks, "And what did he call the boy?"

The doctor answers, "Denephew."

!!!!****** whatever i am tired exhausted whatever

2008-06-30T09:29:00.000-07:00

Special occasion speech is bloody tmr

i am totally !!!f**ked
speech not written attire not settled

and i am totally on a ROAR ROAR ROAR ROAR ROAR mood i am going to scream shout and whack my wall till i happy sia =/ sigh missed almost all the conditioning today though i had fun with the streching sia ahahahah. after jus treching its back for me to go and write the speech draft at least i got my main points there i just need to write it out with colourful beautiful and expressive language.zzzzzzzzzzzzz

anyway here is a random joke:

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THEIR BALLS ARE FOR DECORATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

2008-06-28T05:00:00.000-07:00

OK !!!!!!! SAY SAY SAY SAY SAY!!!!

Fine that was random but any way i got a new DOG its a golden retriever and its about 2 years old already =/ thats like erm 14++ human years??? However His hind legs are not that strong due to the fact that his previous owner lives in a HDB which affects his growth of leg muscles by not being able to roam around freely.

my present dumb dog ( he is dumb cos he recognises food and not his masters lol!!!) A Maltese is very jealous apparently to the new family member of the Tang household LOL!!!!!

SIgh i did take photos of the dog but i have no time to post them up now as i am writing my journal blogs now =/ shall psot it when i am free =)

This is what happens when u are really bored u START A NEW BLOG !!!

2008-06-27T12:35:00.000-07:00

well today i am feeling crazy enough to like u know like set up a damm blog at this damm ungodly hour though i am a total blogger idiot. but as the BIMBOS like to say WHATEVER!!! lol NOT THAT I AM ONE LMAO
ok lets see where shld i start. . .. .

activities for today:
my day was very duper short yo i slp then i went for studies club meeting and after that went for outing with Blazers =) watch you dont mess with the zohan =/ retarded show sia i meant its a waste of time la well its funny in a sick way but then the story line is like errrr omgwtfGG retarded yo

anyway here is the time line of my day =)

0230-1245----> slping
1245 - 1430 ---> got ready for going to sch and attend Studies club meeting
1430-1630 ----> Studies club meeting
1630-1730 ----> zoning out in the ILZ
1730-2300 ----> fun with Blazers
2300-now ----> using the com of mine and typing this random stuff out =)

NEXT TOPIC!!!!
the past few months in TP made me change alot from sec sch but anyway i wanna rant abt alot of things

homework YEAH!!
1. Magic Video( though completed by using a webcam) needs editing
2. acad writing assignment 3 ( outline draft)
3. public speaking speech ( haven redraft zzz wtf)
4. psych journal logs argh !!!!
I THINK THATS ALL FOR THE TIME BEING =/

well lets go on with my new CCA !!! =) * smiles * * grins *

TP BLAZERS!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love them!!!!!!!!!!!
and i think they love me i hope =)

for the past 2 plus months i have been streching, dancing,doing stunts and many many more stuff with them and i find that soon i may just turn out to be a cheerleading nut =/

apparently i am not that flexible cos i apparently have a lot of resistance when doing streching and it proves that i am a rock which gotta change soon.

thx Larry, your streching made my conditioning fun on thursday hahahah=)

TO the Hornets
I m sorry yo this few months i am like on and off not coming but hey my work is taking a toll on me and i am coming down whenever i am free=/but dont worry today's Majusiri Campfire i will be atteding though my voice is not in campfire mode my heart will and i will do stunts there u willl see =)

To DOU LANDUOCONG AND XUANYI
sorry i cant make it for the "family dinner" sia i got cheer training =) hope u all can understand kk hahahahah

To everyone else out there
Bryan is now emoing because of the tremendous amount of stress from everything but then i am fine cause i know i can do it ALL THE WAY!!!!

and i wanna complain one final thing
Someone by the name of J****** bomb me by saying after she shower she will online but apparently she went to slp!!! heehehahahahah

NOTE TO SELF :GET MY WRISTGUARD SOON IF NOT I WLL DIE SUPPORTING MY FLYER HAHAHAH